It has been a bit of a struggle this past week. It has proved to be a little difficult to get back to my usual training regime. I believe this is caused mainly by a couple of factors.
Firstly, I am feeling much better, but have had several off and on days with being nauseated. I do not like this feeling at all, and it brings training to almost a stand still. I am really hoping this isn’t a ‘long COVID’ symptom, and it’s just working itself out of my body. Secondly, I’m not back to live class quite yet, and I’m hoping this will bring further positivity to how I am feeling, once I can get back.
As I said in class last week, I always thought that I would feel a ‘fear’ factor if I tested positive. I didn’t, which surprised me a little. Maybe because this has been going on for so long, it just felt inevitable. What I wasn’t prepared for was the ongoing guilt I feel. I brought it home, I passed it to Don. He has fully recovered, and I mostly, but it is still really bothering me. Maybe this is something that will take time to process as well. Until then, I will carry on, adjust as I need to, and hopefully progress.
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