Wednesday, 28 July 2021

What am I doing?

 Currently in bed, sleep eluding me. 

Many thoughts and questions running through my mind. Am I ready? Am I ready for where this journey leads? Who am I doing this for? Why do I want this? Am I misunderstood? Why can the words not come out as they sound in my head, or are indended? Am I a better person than I was yesterday? This morning?

A few of the ones currently swirling around. I always try to reflect, and with reflecting comes question. I hope for answers to the questions. They don’t always come quickly. I’d be lying if I said the questions don’t bring doubt. Dig deeper. Find a way. Be better than yesterday, and even this morning. Only I can lead this path. 

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