The eye of the hurricane - December 3rd. The wind, the rain, the waves - my mind.
That is how I’m feeling these last few days, like my mind is a hurricane.
Everything running through my mind at warp speed, and stressing about how I will remember it all. Almost nine years of training, knowledge, and information. It’s feeling overwhelming.
Up until recently, I’ve felt like I’ve kept the nerves at bay. And then the waves started crashing in. Fast and Furios.
At this point, my physical abilities are not going to change. I will give 100% and that is all I can do.
It is everything else stressing me out at the moment. What did I forget, what don’t I know? How much can I retain of what I’ve learned?
December 4th will come, and my journey will continue. First I need to get through December 3rd. And I will.
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